COMING TO TERMS WITH MY MORTALITY -- PREPARING TO DIE (JOURNEY TO THE PAST 2)
Every year, for the past 5 years, I write something to share with my friends and family on my birthday anniversary. This year, I have chosen what might be considered as a morbid topic, but it is what has been on my mind for a while now.
Yes, I am preparing to die. I have slowly come to realize the truth: I am not immortal! It is definitely going to be either one of two things for me – it is either that I die someday, or Jesus comes to take his own. The same is true for you too. I came to terms with being unmarried, long before the pressures started mounting, and I have peace with it, and have been able to thrive when some of my peers are burdened with worry and fear. Now, I am coming to terms with my mortality.
Realizing that every moment gets me closer to the moment when I die got me thinking. I had to ask myself the BIG question: Am I ready to die? I could not answer that question, and the major reason I couldn’t answer the question was because I realized that I was not prepared.
During the journey of this realization, I learnt to acknowledge each day as a gift. I am also learning to trust the Giver of life.
• “For me to live is Christ and to die is gain” Philippians 1: 21
It frees me to embrace the truth: that death is not the final death, and there is a life after this one that we know, which is more important. It is for eternity, and what determines where we spend eternity is the decision we make here on earth. We are all sinners and deserving of death, but the Lord Jesus paid the price for our sins, and liberation. And the way to receive the gift that He has given (it cost him His life, and separation from His Father, but He was victorious, and defeated death), is simply believing in the Lord Jesus (Acts 16:21).
I no longer fear witches or evil forces, or fear that someone will poison me and kill me before my time. I know who owns my life, and who controls the switch. It is God alone. And only He can pull the plug. Whom shall I fear? I know who goes before me, and who stands behind. The Lord of Hosts! The God of Angel Armies is always by my side (words from a Chris Tomlin song).
I used to pray Psalm 90, especially vs 12: Teach me to realize the brevity of life, so that I may grow in wisdom. I am glad that God is answering that prayer, and I am coming to terms with my mortality. I pray that the Lord gives me some time, and that I am able to touch lives and minister to people for Him. But I am not taking it for granted that I have all the time in the world. I am getting to work fast. For night is coming when I won’t be able to work. I must live purposefully, while it is still DAY!
I invite you to join me in coming to terms with your mortality. If Jesus tarries, you will die one day. What are you doing about your life? Are you wasting your days? What informs your critical decisions?
I will die one day, if Jesus tarries, and we don’t know when. We just know that we are closer to the day we will die today, than when we were born. If you are still alive when I die, don’t sorrow. Rejoice, for death is not final! Sing hymns and songs of worship. Do Karaoke. Wear bright colours – No black or drab outfits for me.
And you can sing the last verse of the song “In Christ Alone” with me.
JULY 23, 2016
Culled from "In Christ Alone", written by Keith Getty and Stuart Townend
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